What Happened Now?

Aloha!
Another year has past. A year older. wiser. faster. stronger. prettier?LOL.As one gets older, her priorities change. MORE MATURELY, I'd say. Getting more lazy. Gaining and losing poundsss in time. Discovering self.

Currently, I only have three rocking months in Nursing. Then, graduation. Hello, BOARD EXAMS!I've seen how much I've grown and changed (for the better, or worse) during my stay in the college. I'd say, I am getting more excited and scared in the coming months. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS. Crap. I'm getting anxious. On the verge of sounding too Christian-ly, GOD HAS SET A PERFECT PLAN FOR ME. I ought know it on the right time. What.

Hmmm, during my college years, I'd say I have fallen short on alot of things--my studies (are okay but not great), my relationship with God( is, let's just say, CIVIL to COMMON FRIENDS, not INTIMATE). Most of the time, I've lost passion and desire to strive for what I was fighting for all this time--FAITH and WISDOM. I, somehow, got lost in translation. Sad to hear but it is true.

As of the moment, I'm still on my normal personhood--no longer the Twila you read through these entries. I have rekindled and forgotten how to live life, both at the same time. As they say, you win some, you lose some. THAT'S HOW IT IS.

I struggle to find the optimism and joy and peace in life. I tend to settle what is left of me. Still on the mission of finding the old means.

For these last three months of college, I just want to learn what is left. RELEARN. LEARN MORE. LEARN FURTHER.

SHARPEN THE SWORD, dear. I have to do. I am to go on a battle of the unknown. Better be geared up. EQUIPPED. TRAINED.

One and honest thing I really want to have in life is...TO WORK IN AN OPERATING ROOM. The other areas, I don't know if I can do. Please do get me there. I have this beating, excited heart for the operating room. And I do, really really do.

For the other aspects of life--LOVE (which I am TRULY ECSTATIC about), FAITH(I'm holding on, trying to get the grip I once lost), FAMILY (still there, as always), FRIENDS (to infinity and beyond, guys), CAREER (AMERICA, here I come! DIVINE).

I AM:
MISSIONARY NURSE.

OR NURSE.

PHILANTROPIST.

ENVIRONMENT AMBASSADOR.

LOVER OF PEACE AND FAITH.

SEEKER OF GRACE AND WISDOM.

TRAVELER IN THE FUTURE. TO FRANCE AND SPAIN AND ITALY. EUROPE, GET READY!

BULLY. ALWAYS WILL.

XOXO.

THE TOWEL.

CHANGING LANES.

CHANGING GEARS/LANES.

I'm saying Adios! to my long lost bliss and Bonjour! to the newest addition: unleashing the dorkiest side of cinnamon.

Ta-ta.

Check this out!

Rock and Cinnamon Roll

where have i been these past months.

S T U C K U P.

Wow. It has been months since I wrote something here. Talk about S-C-H-O-O-L. Needless to say, I've been totally caught up with tons to do. Can't never make myself busy.

So, what's up? The sky. Haha! Got you. Duh? Kidding aside, my year was good, overall (well, especially the latter months). With overflowing chapters to read and paperworks to write, I still get to have the "silver lining". First sem was slightly frustrating. "Need to have that 1.75 and above even more, with the sudden change in the grading system." Tough? Yeah. PLUS: Duty days are nerve-racking. Lot's of Nursing histories. Have I had enough? Haha! Going home late and waking up early add to the stress. I'm always caught up in the scenario of "survival of the fittest" everytime I look for a ride to school. AMAZING RACE for FX. Good question, why not take a bus? you might laugh about it or pity me when I tell you I have MOTION SICKNESS. Yes. The annoying and sick feeling of barfing everytime I smell the aircon bus and jerking motion when the bus stops. I CAN'T RIDE THE BUS. Ok? Hehe. So there. Oh. Where's the fun part? Actually, it all happens at break time. LUNCH. DISMISSAL. BEFORE CLASS. WEEKENDS. Haha! Just the thought of it makes me smile. I remember the crazy antics of my blockmates. I'm so grateful I'm with you all. Sigh! And the P-A-R-T-I-E-S!!! Debuts of pretty women about to become legal. Haha! They made me wear a dress and make-up. Thanks to you. Though "it's" not my thing. Hehe. I get along. =D

My friends...SUPERFRIENDS are great. Can't get enough of them! Never crossed my mind that they'll be my group. Cheers to MJ. AUSTINNE. GELA. IRIS. REG. JED. JOLO. You really make happy. Million thanks! Oh, to make the long story short...I WASN'T ON THE LIST. Haha! Well. Blame me. But I'm working this 2nd sem. Show some optimism, dear. Ok, here comes second sem. Any improvements? Well, yeah. I finally got tired of going home late and traveling for 2 long, traffic-ky hours. I chose to live with my uncle in manila. TAYUMAN, baby! I grew up here. I like my room. Thanks to tita vim. I "conquered" her room. Toodles! I get to study and sleep well. Come on, UST is like 10 minutes away. Great deal. Don't you think? We're on preliminaries. Just starting. I still have to wait for my monthly grades to see how I did the past grading period. Pray that my moving out bears its fruit. Wow. Writing felt good. Aside from the fact that I got to update my blog. I also got the practice my writing skill. If this is really a piece of one. Haha! Oh! I failed to mention that I have school on Sundays. Yeah. I know. It's H to the -A-S-S-L-E. But then, I chose to have CWST other than ROTC. Man! I don't want to be grilled and absorb the cancerous UV rays of the sun. Haha. VANITY. No, it's not. It's just healthy thinking. Haha! Hope to update this once in a while. Just for the record, it's 12:50 in the morning. I can't sleep eh. Got my computer fixed. Need to update some stuff. I just feel bad for my files. It's all GONE. Gone in free space. SOB!

tribute to section 1.

MY NEW HOME. SECTION 1.

Halu! I'm a sophie na! hurray! Haha. I got passed all the hurdles. Hehe. Figurative. =D Uhm, for the benefit of all the readers (if there are any.Haha!) I have a new home. A new block. SECTION 1. It is because of my surname eh. Abuedo ba naman eh. You won't expect it to be on the last section right? Hehe. My first month with them... I have to spill!!!

Uhm, to be frank..my first ever impression of Section 1... "Ah! ayoko sa kanila! Scarry sila! Dito nalang ako! Okay na ko sa section ko ngayon. I won't like them .NO!!! NOT A CHANCE!!!." Yes, I thought that way. But I was wrong. DEFINITELY WRONG. Well, the first week was kinda tough. NO friends. NO affliation. NONE! Na-ah! Well, the shifters were there. They are nice. Hehe. First subject: MICROPARA. Then I was sitting beside a guy I hardly even know: Paolo Acedo. Haha! My seatmate for life. He's nice. He's funny in a thousand ways but he just doesn't know it or maybe I'm just a super shallow person. Hehe. Well, I got to meet several people. My lab mates, in short. I got passed by the first week. Yes. The next week--the start of a better interaction. Lotsa people came up to me. Yeist. And I also did the same. Basta madami! I'll try to name all of them later. Hmm... cge na nga, ngayon na.Hehe!

chris.mj.austinne.twilita.pao.chrisler.gela.iris.cial.aian.aa.ac

inky.pinky.mark.aleli.ruby.nel.bon.ton.jev.diane.via.reg

bochi.tin.kaki.khriz.marvin.shelmar.jax.sarah.maf.angela.jay.tali

kath.ivane.japol.ac.kaey.arvin.jed.jean.anna.rossann.dewey.jolo

There! Well, first impression doesn't always last. You really can't know a person with the external feature, maybe some but it doesn't say everything. Haha! My first month with them, just one word: HILARIOUS!!! Lotsa intellegent and funny individuals! Yes. It's true. I'm not being bias. I don't wanna compare them with my former section because every block is UNIQUE. So, it's a totally different thing. Got me? Haha. I really enjoy being with them. Though I'm sort of a LONER daw. Not really. Ok, maybe a bit. Hehe. Well, they have their onw set of friends. But some are very warm.=D Actually I haven't got to chat with each of them but I do get to say HI, which is a good start. =D COOLNESS. Though we have lotsa things to do, we still have a lot of good laughs. Hehe. I don't have the time to write eveything about them but then, we're all good. We have 3 years together! Haha! I love this! Hehe. Thanks II-1! Looking forward for more of yourr crazy antics!!! Haha! Toodles!

i can't stand to look at my back.

I CAN'T STAND TO LOOK AT MY BACK.

Hey! As you all know I still have chickenpox but it's about to heal in a week.Yay! My sentiments...I can't stand looking at my back (literally). It looks horrible. Eew. It's kinda reddish...and lots of dots. Basta, I don't like what I see at all. Hay...hope it will be gone...soon! And my face...is still the same.Haha! I can't do anything about that anyway. I have these spots but it's normal eh. It comes in the package of having chickenpox @ 18. Yeist. Having chickenpox at an old age...not that old but old...you know what I mean. Well, I just thank God that I had chickenpox now that it's summer...and I have nothing to do...purely laziness...lying on the couch. Hehe! I can't do anything. I'm so contagious that I can't roam around. Haha! Super laziness mode. Well, I still have quiet time...it's part of my life. I love what I'm reading. Ephesians! So cool. So straight. Hehe. And I'm about to read the Book of Psalms. Yeah! I love that book. Lots of great words. Anyway, my back will be like this for quite some time. Hopefully gone in a month. HOPEFULLY! And oh! I watched Ms. Earth Philippines. Catherine Yu Untalan won! yeah! She's my former schoolmate. She's the sister of my highschool friend. She's a paulinian too! Yay! Paulinians rock!!! Haha! Well, she's good naman eh. She deserves to win. Haha! Amazing! Go Cathy! Wow! Hmmm...going back. I'm fine! I feel good...not that great...but I get along. Hehe. Nothing much going on at home. I'm kinda excited about school...just to see my classmates...minus the homeworks, quizzes, lack of sleep.Hehe. Early wake up calls! NOT AGAIN! I still have a month to enjoy my summer...though I'm house arrest. Chickenpox eh. Hehe. Ei, have to go...Bye! My next entry will be...I'm totally healed! Haha! healed angwala. Yay!

chickenpox @ 18.

CHICKENPOX @ 18.

It's a friday afternoon...probably around 340pm or 1540 (military time) hehe. Hmm, I'm infront of the computer, as you can tell hehe. Listening to old school music...not really...and alternative. I'm not a fan of hard core rock music. it's mere shouting...it's noise so to speak.hehe.no offense but its true.hehe.Well, I'm a fan of One InCh. They like rock though...hehe...in every rule there's an exception.haha! Anyhow, I'm house arrest for now because I'm contagious...very contagious. Why? read my title.hehe. Yeah, yadda, yup, yes, oo, opo, you got it right. YES. I have chickenpox. CHICKENPOX. BULUTONG. haha. That's it. I'm kinda fine about it. Phlegmatic ako eh.hehe.But really, I'm fine with it. No hard feelings. My reaction: "Oh, I have watery pimples! *poke* Ouch! It hurts! *poke some more* Ouch! Really hurts! Ok, I'll stop now. I don't think I have Chickenpox cos it's not itchy and I don't have a fever." The next day: "Woah! Watery pimples all around! On my face, back, tummy, arms...na-ah! it's can't be it...it can't be...*denial is always the first stage, mind you.* No. But. No. It can't be. But. Ok. I'll have a check-up." Woah! I really have chickenpox. This is the moment. I've been wondering when will I ever have this Varicella zoster virus. And it's now. Atlast, I won't be worried having one during the school year! Good thing it's summer. Stay home. Be a couch potato. Surf the net. Eat. Sleep. Eat. Sit. Eat some more...and alot more.hehe. That's my life for 2-3 weeks. Wow. Super productive I have to say. *can you see the sarcasm?* Well, let me tell you this...the spots are so tempting to pop. They're red and watery. Some are big. That's why they're more tempting to pop! But hey! scars will appear if I pop them. At first, it's not at all itchy...not until now. Because they're drying up eh. So, they're turning into scabs...so itchy..especially at night. Aaahhhh! I can't sleep! So itchy... Thank God! Someone discovered antihistamine! whew! Everytime I look at the mirror...I miss my old face..no pimples. Huhu. I pray I'll have no scars on my face. Pls! I can't have it on my face! I'm putting cream on my face...to even minimize the scarring. It's really hard to have chickenpox when you're old na. To those who had chickenpox when they were small. Be thankful that you don't have to suffer the itchy nights. And no marks! Well, this happens. I'm fine with it. Ok, random thoughts...I love the season! it's aircon outside!hehe! *read between the lines* haha! I'm excited about school! I don't know why...but I'm kinda excited. I love learning! I'm a school person. I love having good grades. I'm perfectionist when it comes to school matters. It's my life. I only have 3 years left. So, make the most out of that 3 years. Go for DL! I'll work hard. WITHOUT CHEATING! WITHOUT COMPROMISING! Ayt? What you sow, you will reap. That's the golden rule.hehe. Dare to be different. The right things aren't always popular if not all the time. Get me? good. I miss this blog! Haha. I miss writing my thoughts online. I'll drop by sometime. =D Anyway, have to go...enjoy!

i'm back after nth years.

I'M BACK AFTER NTH YEARS.

I miss this blog! I was absent for like 10 years. Anyway, I was too occupied with school that blogging wasn't anymore part of my schedule...ya know, lotsa more important things to do besides typing my thoughts online. Wassup? SCHOOL is OVER! I'm officially on VACATION! yeah! no more sleepless nights...no more books...no more term papers...no more dreadful quizzes...NO MORE CHEM!!! I just pray I'll qualify for second year... coz if I don't...I'll cry.hehe. Well, there must be a VALID reason if ever I won't be admitted... (I didn't study resulting to a grade below 2 or worse, got a 3...or worst, got a 5!...hehe) But there's always a reason for that.=D I'm just being optimistic and realistic...but more of an optimist! yay! Oh ya, I'll be too busy this summer as well... I'll be back on the mats! I miss that thing! And youth camp...and campus harvest and others. Basta, I'll make myself busy... On April 6 will be the doom's day. The day of truth...the day when the names of qualified students will be posted. So there, I'll be most likely out of this blog.hehe. Yeah...I got so lazy typing and keeping this blog. It's nothing. I mean... I just don't.hehe. labo. basta I'll stop by once in a way... like once in a blue moon.haha. anyways, got to go... see you when i see you...=D